Iam sorry.....

sometimes you get hurt and that too by the people you love the most...and sometimes you hurt people you love the most....i have just realised that loving and winning is not a big thing than loving and losing one..... I will always feel guilty that i didn't get a chance to apologise to my MOM before she left me alone......and i know that i will have to live with this feeling all through my life... but i know that my mom loved me and will always do... as i love her.....

I have always been a lonely person throughout my life and i preferred to be one....coz i knew that there she is whenever i needed her... but suddenly come 25th january and i got this rude shock of my life......that she is no more... all the paths suddenly were empty..... all the dreams vanished in thin air... there is no motivation to live..... that was the point i realised that whatever i set to achieve in my life was not for me but for her.... and now that she is gone what is the point of pursuing anything......She always used to tell me " that i am not worried about you anymore, as i know that u are headed towards the right path"....she always told me that she wouldnt live to see the brighter things in her children's lives......never did i realised that it was so true....but the brighter side of the life is gone with her...... no matter how much or what i achieve in my life, it will be all worthless without she being around......

Mom, i never got an opportunity to say iam sorry... but believe me mom... I say it all the time all the days that i am sorry for those last rude words i uttered to you......

IAM SORRY

Manni.