My first song....

Today was the day when I sung before a huge crowd the song that i had written and composed....And it was well appreciated by the crowd.... Iam thankful to everybody.... It is all because of that ALMIGHTY GOD and MOM....Whenever something adverse is gonna happen to me .... my mom showers her bleesing upon me from above and I can feel that in the air....yesterday i was full of energy....as if she was somewhere among the crowd and watching me perform ... the only thing that came to my mind when people started clapping was my mom ... i miss you mom....
Anyways...another thing about the song...Its a very romantic song and i wrote the song while in
Mumbai but i was not able to get the other stanza... it was when i came to XL that I was inspired by this girl and the other stanza came to my mind... U know it happens sometimes, u see somebody and u feel like writing a song... that was the feeling i got and i wrote the other stanza.... and it came out very well....... i never thought that i can write so well...

Failure makes u change ... but then it taught me a lot more... to persevere against all odds and be successful despite many attempts... and i am proud that i learnt so much from my failures .....coz it had made me more humble and patient.....in her last days my mom used to tell me...to get back to my original self.... so here iam Trying to improve myself..... .....the only thing i try and do at this point of time in my life is to try not to hurt anybody's feelings.....

Thats all for today... next instalment ... soon

Narinder

Iam sorry.....

sometimes you get hurt and that too by the people you love the most...and sometimes you hurt people you love the most....i have just realised that loving and winning is not a big thing than loving and losing one..... I will always feel guilty that i didn't get a chance to apologise to my MOM before she left me alone......and i know that i will have to live with this feeling all through my life... but i know that my mom loved me and will always do... as i love her.....

I have always been a lonely person throughout my life and i preferred to be one....coz i knew that there she is whenever i needed her... but suddenly come 25th january and i got this rude shock of my life......that she is no more... all the paths suddenly were empty..... all the dreams vanished in thin air... there is no motivation to live..... that was the point i realised that whatever i set to achieve in my life was not for me but for her.... and now that she is gone what is the point of pursuing anything......She always used to tell me " that i am not worried about you anymore, as i know that u are headed towards the right path"....she always told me that she wouldnt live to see the brighter things in her children's lives......never did i realised that it was so true....but the brighter side of the life is gone with her...... no matter how much or what i achieve in my life, it will be all worthless without she being around......

Mom, i never got an opportunity to say iam sorry... but believe me mom... I say it all the time all the days that i am sorry for those last rude words i uttered to you......

IAM SORRY

Manni.

My first Blog...

Well... to start with... i started a blog with the name narinder for you.... but unfortunately most of my friends do not know my real name... so i thought i would start of with the name which my friends are familiar with.... so here comes a friend for life for you....
Speaking about my self...I come from a Town in Maharashtra...called Nanded....Dont bother i know most of you do not know about it.... I was pretty sure that i dont know what i want from my life.... so i followed the instructions of the ones who loved me and took care of me... My parents wanted me to pursue Science and there I was .... pursuing Science in the XII standard.... but then came the D Day .. i topped the college and wasn't sure what i do with the life ahead... So i got into engineering again on the Advice of my parents....but then the focus was on doing something big and unique....

So i Opted for Chartered Accountancy as i tought that it will make me instantly rich...That was again on someone's advice.... but then the hard times started.... i have always been a student who studied on the last moment before the exams... i continued the same in the CA exams and failed..... that ws the point of time i realised that i should not have opted for it.... but then being a person who doesn't gets bogged dwn by failures ... i persevered it more seriously and got thru it....

Then another struggle.....Job.... i found the job of a CA to be very boring...so i thought i would do an MBA instead....so i started preparing for it... meanwhile i got a job in CITI.... so it became very tough to continue with the study.... and thats what happenned .... i appeared for cat... but the CAT belled me.... then XAT... it screwed me.......

I like challenges in life.... so i went again for the CAT and got a decent percentile but was not lucky enough to get the interview call.... and i was so afraid of XAT that i didnt buy the form .... but one of my friend did it for me... he thought that i can do it whereas i thought the opposite....
I was at home a day ago of XAT... the exam was in pune.... so i went to pune... on saturday night.. i hadnt studied a bit.... so i thought anyways i will be screwed in the test... so went to a movie instead ....

Appeared for the test in the morning ... and i was the only person to say that i attempted 100 questions whereas all others had it in the range of 120-130.... so i forgot about the tes.t.....

But one sudden day i found that i was shortlisted for the interview,....i didnt get time to prepare for the interview..... but somehow went for it and as luck would have it.... i was selected.....

And here iam in XLRI ... doin my mba.....well that summarises my short story.....

Rest in the next episode.....

Narinder